Why is it when one thing goes wrong everything else decides it is going to go wrong as well. I am tired of feeling like crap...although I am beginning to get used to it. I guess that is a sad statement, saying that I am getting used to being miserable. In all actuality though it is the truth. I mean I have been turned down by guy after guy, my friend won't answer his phone and I don't even know what I have done to make him mad, the father of my 17 month old child is blackmailing me, and no telling what else is to come. I guess I will just have to deal.